Always All Ways (Apologies, Glances And Messed Up Chances)

This song is dedicated to Seh Zhi Wei:

I guess I'm trying to say I'm sorry,

But it always comes out wrong,

I think a part of you still loves me,

Even though we're moving on.

Always, all ways I wanted us to be,

Always, all ways you and me,

And I wait here on my own,

And I wait for you to see,

All the time I spend alone now won't comfort me,

Always all ways...

And I'm sorry for what happened,

But I want you there to see,

That I'm changing all my actions,

I don't wanna set you free.

Always, all ways I want to see you through

Always, all ways me and you

And I wait here on my own,

And I wait for you to see,

All the time I spend alone now won't comfort me.

'Cause I'm waiting for you,

Yeah, I'm waiting for you,

Give me answers, get me through,I will wait...

Always, all ways I wanted us to be,

Always, all ways you and me,

And I wait here on my own,

And I wait for you to see,

All the time I spend alone now won't comfort me.

P.SI don't want to lose a friend like you. I'm Sorry. I know It takes time but I will wait....

This letter written by my senior, Paul, in cornell really touched my heart. Here it is:

Hey Darren,

Dunno if you remember me but I think we've talked a couple of times. I wanted to say thanks for your email - it was so encouraging to read about how you've been fighting and overcoming in your struggle, and I imagine it must have taken a lot of courage to write, especially to so many people.

So I'm just writing to send some encouragement back to you, as a brother in Jesus Christ. Press on to know him more! I'm thankful that he's allowed you to see that U-Turn point and that he's given you joy in turning around. Sounds like your particular struggle is pretty rare (most people seem to be struggling to exercise more, not less, haha), but then again, we are really all broken people... just broken in a million different ways. We'll struggle with porn addictions or lust or depression or a host of other things, but just keep it to ourselves. So I admire your courage in bringing your struggle out into the light by letting people know about it.

Also, I think when God takes us through the depths, the really low points - like what you have been going through in your struggle with exercise and eating - that's when we learn to see him more clearly, and trust him more, and grow deeper in him. A blessing in disguise, as you said. So really take hold of it... get as much blessing out of it as you can =)

Please let me know if there's anything i can pray for you too.

Paul Liew

Ok. Now for some HTML practice...

so good nite guys!